Not Really Sure What To Title This One

Thoughts....so many going, so much to share.  But, I constantly censor myself.  I saw my ex today at a pizza place.  It was really nerve racking.  I feel better now, but I kind of lost my appetite for my pizza.  I'm very glad though that he didn't try to talk to me.  It is hard for me not to be wary of him.  I should have just ordered it for delivery.  At the same time though, I shouldn't have to be afraid of him or anyone else.  I shouldn't have to feel that I have to tip toe everywhere I go like a super spy.  I just want to live my life.  I want to MOVE ON.  What is holding me back?  Don't say "me", I know that it's up to me, but what is this block?  Maybe I'm being dramatic.  I hope so.  Anyway, I feel better now that I've gotten all of this off my chest.

Take care,

Ian Q.